Welcome to your Confessional!

Hey ! Would you want me to create a new topic for my vote, or just submit it here?

I will just do it both ways since tribal is in 11 minutes eek

I have decided to vote off Desi. Bye girl ig idk, I mean you didn't even show so

I am voting off Desi, bye

Sorry just saw this.

A separate voting thread would be ideal so it’s easier to reflect back post season but this is fine too since I didn’t get back to you.

currently in study hall at school eeek ... im so bored i downloaded a vpn from the microsoft store to login to twitter to get the link to this

Not me in a majority alliance omg ... I mean as I should be bc I'm me and I'm fuckin AMAZING ! but damn i really didn't expect this. Not sure how much I like it either. I feel like I'd be able to work with Russell and Marcellus. Marcellus especially though. He seems cool as fuck. Clearly that alliance is just who's mainly active though. Also the fact I will probably have to start the conversations every single day with people ... like I'm sick

anyways im bored and in another study hall waiting for my teacher to let me out for the day ... sooooo RANT TIME ! anyways lets break down today so far

Confessional Day Two - Part One
1. Private Messages
a. Regarding private messages, some people still haven't responded. I have decided to not pm people from the other tribe who I didn't get to speak to earlier. To me, if I get on a tribe swap with them, them not knowing me can be both a good or bad thing. I am hoping it isn't the latter. Depending on how a tribe swap happens and who comes from what tribe, I have the probability to play the middle. I could easily state I was the last to enter the island, and that even though we come from opposing tribes (saying this to DC people), I haven't gained maybe connections within my original tribe either. If you need me, I'm here. MY FUCKIN MIND IKTR. No but seriously though, I'm a better talker when the time comes.
b. Russell.. oh Russell, he's finally figured out how to work them, eh? I am HOPING for our tribe to win immunity. I want to keep the relationship I have with both Marcellus and Russell as of right now. If we lose, they will be the boot

2. One on Ones
a. Cara : You already know Cara is my number one. She is an absolute QUEEN. I hope I can trust her as much as she says I can. I truly believe we will work well together come a tribe swap or merge.
b. Lucifer : I hate to say it, but I honestly like this man. He may be playing me though so I hope not
c. Jack : I like Jack for the most part. I think he trusts me if I'm being honest. Why else would be tell me that he likes Peppa and I forget their name omg... drawing a blank
d. Peppa : Girl I don't' know what game you're trying to play, but I do not trust you. Idc. You play this nice and friendly game and love to crack jokes. I know damn well you're a player who tries to use their personality to get far. i'm onto you. If others end up getting onto you though, I will use you (this sounds so rude) as my advantage instead of teaming up with the others to go against you.
e. Whoever else : Anyone else I didn't state in this I either 1. haven't talked to them enough, 2. Forgot their name bc I'm forgetful as shit, or 3. They're just that forgetful

Will add on more later like tribal council and such. My pc is about to die tho rest in pieces

Confessional Day Two - Part Two

2. One on Ones
a. Captain America : Ahhh Mr. America. Honestly, cmon girl give us nothing. He reminds me of myself when I played Big Brother. I had absolutely zero idea how to work this forum and it took me so long to find out where I needed to be. I think he would be a valuable number depending on how much I talk to him. If he IS actually struggling to find pages and such and isn't putting up a front, having someone who doesn't know how to completely work the forum is a good person to take to the Final Tribal Council.
b. Gale : GALEEE. That's her name. I completely forgot what her name was. Honestly she seems okay. Sista needs to reply to my messages more though. I'm hoping she sucks replying to me as much as she does others. If that's the case, her bonds won't be thaaat strong. I do know that Jack likes her though, so I have to watch out for that.

3. Alliances
a. Seven Wonders : Alright so this was just brought upon me randomly, not that I'm complaining though. To me it seems as if it's just an alliance full of actives. That's cool I guess. I really don't want to see Tribal Council again during this first tribe for the fear that if we go, Russell as well as Marcellus leave. Honestly, I couldn't care less if Russell leaves. He's a potential number MAYBE. I 100% want Marcellus in this game though. Since Marcellus didn't respond to Piggy, it's clear they'd be on opposite sides of the merge. I think with the connections that I have at least so far, that I could *potentially* play a middle part when merge hits. It completely depends on where numbers fall. Adding onto that though, I hope I can trust Lucifer with what I told him. I threw out Peppa as a random name of someone I like. I was true to my word about Marcellus though. I just hope he doesn't tell people what I tell him. Not sure if people go telling people things though

4. Tribal Council
a. If I said I was shocked by the outcome, I'd be a liar. Honestly, what did Desi expect? I wouldn't even be shocked if they just completely forgot that they applied. Like you would at least think they would've said ONE word either last night or this morning? Or even just a leaving statement, but nooo... Embarrassing honestly

5. Notes For the Game
a. This is a reminder to myself. COURTNEY BITCH START WRITING NOTES NOW. YOU MAY NEED THEM IN THE FUTURE.

I'm bored and streaming music so I'm just gonna sing in here bc why the fawk not?

I WANNA LOVE MEEE OOHH THE WAY THAT U LOVE ME OOHHH OOOOOHHH FOR ALL OF MY PRETTY AND ALL OF MY UGLY TOO ID LOVE TO SEE ME FROM UR POINT OF VIEWWWWW

I AINT GOT NO TIME FOR NO GAMES TELL ME WHAT U LIKE BUT ITS NEVA GONNA CHANGE

TOLD HER I AINT TRYNA FUCK NOW SHE SAID I STILL GIVE U HEAD THOOO

TELL ME WHATS UR MOTIVE WHATS UR MOTIVE OHHH SAID TELL ME WHATS UR MOTIVE WHATS UR MOTIVE WHATS UR MOTIVE AYE YEAH YEAH U TREAT ME LIKE GOLD BABY

JUST LIKE MAGIC JUST LIKE MAGIC MIDDLE FINGER TO MY THUMB AND THEN I SNAP IT JUST LIKE MAGIC IM ATTRACTIVE I GET EVERYTHING I WANT CAUSE IM ATTRACTIVE

okay received a message from tweety, i hope u liked my singing. ill be here all night ! KEEP MY CONSCIENCE CLEAR THATS WHY IM SO MAGNETICCC

NAHHH CAUSE I FAWKIN LOVE TWEETY BIRD

Confessional Day Three - Part One

1. Tribal Council
a. LMFAOOOOOOOOOOO
b. Okay that was rude, but anyways thank god. Honestly, I would've wanted to work with Russell longterm, but his lack of communication just made it impossible. With him not showing up to the immunity, he was done for no matter what. There was no way to flip that vote off him, and quite frankly, I wouldn't of. I would never put that huge of a target on my back to protect someone who wouldn't protect me.
c. Issa? Captain America? Clearly one vote was Russell's, but the other? Someone is trying to set Marcellus up, and I know it. I hate how Marcellus is the last one on the outs of this tribe. I have NEVER been more thankful for a tribe swap in my entire life. I am praying that whatever the swap is, him and I are both okay.

2. Tribe swap
a. I am both grateful and not at the same time.
. Grateful - Our tribe numbers are too close for my liking. Say if there wasn't a swap and Marcellus leaves, then what? Who would go next? That's a question I would fear as with Seven Wonders I am active in that alliance, but outside of it, I barely speak to ANY of them one on one.
b. Not Grateful - The fear of knowing where I end up and who I end up with. Will I be placed on a tribe with people that I only talk to? Will I be placed on a tribe full of people I don't talk to? I have no idea. Tribe swaps are always the hardest thing to overcome in Survivor games. Some state merge, but is it really? You can get swapfucked in a tribe swap, but you can't get swapfucked in a merge.

3. Private Messages
a. Marcellus : I trust Marcellus honestly. I don't think he's that active though, which means who knows what other connections he has IF he even has any. Or what if he's in another alliance like the one I'm in? He has my trust as of right now, the question is, will he be able to keep it?
b. Wendy : Honestly I love Wendy LMAO. Like whoever Wendy is, outside of this game I could see us being friends. I just started speaking to her a little bit ag

WHY THE FUCK DID THAT SEND ? I DIDNT EVEN CLICK SEND

b. Wendy : a little bit ago, and she just private dmed me literally right this second. I look forward to working with her

I will continue my next part of my confessional later today. That part will speak on: Immunity, the tribe swap, one on ones, alliances, etc.

Oh fucking hell ... (will DEFINITELY need to rant about this game later)

Confessional Day Three - Part Two

1. The Tribe Swap
a. At first glance : Fuck my life
b. After really looking into it, we need to win every immunity. I mean there *could* be a tribe swap literally tomorrow, but who knows? See, the way I see it, I know that at least as of right now, Cara won't vote me out, which is good. The problem is that it's two Marvel (Issa and I) verses four DC (Tweety, Cara, Lucifer, Laf). If we were to lose immunity tomorrow night, who's in saying Issa won't be voted out? Or me? There's no telling, but one of us would probably leave

2. Immunity
a. When looking at the challenge, I feared that I would misstype something. Luckily, I didn't. On top of that, we lucked out in the fact that both Marvel and the new tribe idk how to spell were both missing someone. To read into that though, that also isn't a good thing.
b. Captain America : Obviously he was the one inactive. I see him being voted out, which is NOT good at all. He is one of the few outside of Seven Wonders I have a one on one with. Plus, I think he trusts me. I wanted him at the end with me as he still doesn't completely understand the forum.
c. Marcellus : *cries my eyes out* I'm sad. He was obviously the one to not show up. Like can this get any fucking worse ????? I trusted Marcellus, and now he's probably going to go
d. That also concludes this, numbers. See, OG DC still has all ten members. Marvel has 8. With the way tribal will probably go, we will then be down 10-6. On top of that, Jack and Peppa are CLEARLY close. They make it known too. With this, I think Peppa would flip to Jack's side when it comes to merge.

3. One on Ones
a. Issa : I have finally began talking to Issa. I think she created the chat, which thank god for. I didn't talk to her in private messages like ever, so I question if she was also the one to request the alliance? No idea though. Personally, I have no idea where Issa stands, but she's kinda funny eek
b. Cara : By the tribe swap, I can tell Cara is being 100% with me. Cara is for sure my number one in this game. I hope to make merge with her and that she can loop me in to whatever alliances she may have.
c. Tweety : I really like Tweety too. They are for sure moving up on my trust list. I also noticed, most of my trust list at the top is DC members??? Anyways
d. Lucifer : I love Lucifer. He kind of reminds me of Moe the more I look into it. I highly doubt it is Moe though, cause Moe LOVES his spelling mistakes (kidding Moe if you ever see this EEK)
e. Captain America : I'm sad I feel so bad for him. I really hope he stays honestly. He clearly doesn't understand the forum since he asked where to see the new tribes lmao, but I really wish him well.
f. I have no comments for my other one on ones at this time

4. New PMS ... not periods smh !
a. Lafayette : From what I heard from Jack, Lafayette isn't that active. It makes no sense to me though, cause he seemed active to me? Personally I like Lafayette, and I could see myself working with him at merge depending on how the numbers work out

5. Alliances
a. New Alliances : There are none (((((((((
b. Seven Wonders : This alliance will be tested at tribal council tomorrow. Captain has two other OG Marvels with him. If the vote doesn't either 1. Tie, or 2. All of Marvel is okay, that alliance is dead to me. I do not trust Peppa at all. Nevel I don't even speak to. Issa and Gale are cute though

Looking back at my old BBQ season, I am playing this game WAAYYY differently. I mean, for one, I'm pretty sure I've already gotten further than I originally had. Plus, I had what, two one on ones? Now I have almost the full cast. This is crazy

... oh my fucking god I'm a fucking dumb ass. There's over 6000 messages throughout this whole server, and I see less than one fucking thousand ???? Now that is something to fucking fear

Do you think anyone else would notice the amount of messages throughout? Clearly there are hundreds of one on ones. My one on ones, alliances, and confessional account for roughly 500 messages. Adding the chats y'all created is over 1000. That accounts for roughly 1/6 of the amount of messages

Confessional Day Three - Part Three

1. One on Ones
a. Cara : Okay so as I already stated, Cara is my number one in this game. They have been since day one. I trust Cara with my life and would hate the day that she would leave if it ever came to that
b. Wendy : Wendy REALLYYY likes me. She stated something about being a potential iconic duo.
c. Tweety : Tweety basically told me that I am their number one, and that they feel the best with me
d. Three people, all in which I trust a lot. Right here is my top three on my trust list I think. Captain may be tied with them though since I really trust him too. As long as neither of the three talk about me, I think I should be fine. Like if Cara tells Wendy "Lindsey is my number one," or any of them do it, I'm fucked. I'm in such a good position though.

Throughout this game I've tried to guess who comes from where on twitter and their age range. My guess is that I have probably interacted with both Tweety and Cara on the timeline, or that I've at least been in a game with them or follow them. Later tonight I'm going to check the likes of the posts on the BBQ account. I may be able to put certain people with people in this game. That's with assuming the fact they talk the same though