Welcome to your Confessional!

Well well well. Here we are again! Thanks for another opportunity to second guess all my decisions and acquire most trust issues!
So most overrated survivor player. I have quite a few actually, but Im gonna have to go with Parvati. I know, people seem to love her but I never saw the appeal.
My strategy coming in is to not be too nice. Idk maybe Lafayette was too nice and people werent adraid of me. This season I'm going to be more cut throat and Im not trusting anyone with 100% confidence.
Definitely be hated. Idgaf. Ppl can forgive me later.
If Im in the bottom Im doing whatever I need to in order to advance. I'll flip flop every damn day if I need to. The biggest risk with flipping is that I'd be at the bottom of the totem pole, but its a risk I'd take

Great answers icon! Cannot wait for your amazing redemption arc! Good luck!

Heyyyy confessional #2. I thought for sure we had the right answer in that immunity comp. Piper really pulled thru for us a couple times. Im really disappointed flapjack didnt show up. Idk if they had told anyone they couldnt make it. And Addison? Whatever girl. She shows up like 15 mins after the comp ends in our camp and expects us not to vote her ass out? I told her as much as I'm the rude one. Maybe thats true, but i dont care. You leave your team hanging you gotta go. Maybe she had a good excuse, but the app worked for the rest of us, so bye. And yes, ill come back and vote officially when its 1023.
Im sure whoever addison is irl is nice, but I remember BB hogwarts where some no shows got dragged to the end and my ass went home like 3rd I think. I was FURIOUS. not gonna let that happen again if i can help it.
Thanks for letting me vent. XOXO

Another reward challenge another epic fail.oh well. That was a really tough one. I dont know what the other tribe was doing to get 113. I think my tribe is very wishy washy. Piper has maybe stepped up to be our leader which is fine, I definitely dont want that role just yet. We actually have immunity which is nice. I forgot survivor we have to tend the fire. Damnit. Why couldn't you guys have forgotten too?!
Anyway, great job so far with the comps and games. Seems like everyone is having a good time

Good morning! Im going to get my confessional in early in case I'm the one picked by the other tribe to go offline. Thats a cruel punishment LOL. I feel fairly safe in my tribe. Have a 4way alliance with Ruby, Piper and Shemar. I know you guys tho pretty sure we'll have a tribe swap coming up. Im kind of looking forward to that. I mean I like my tribe, they're really nice, but thats also a downfall imo. You have to be cut throat and have a little spicy side to progress in this game. Ruby and Piper are TIGHT. Piper is definitely the leader in this group so I'm going to have to find a way to cut her so I can get Ruby's loyalty. I can approach Willy and Flap, just not yet. I need to plant a few subtle seeds and see if they take root.

Well we lost more comps tonight. I know I did a crap job. Idk why, but I dont comprehend the instructions well at all. Its definitely a me thing, because everyone gets it. I need to start really taking my time and not rushing.
I was so irritated tonight by i think 4 people not showing up for comps or showing up at the very last minute and bella and i each volunteered twice. I have no doubt that if someone else had played in that immunity comp other than me, we would've won. I completely lost it for the tribe and it makes me sick. If im playing individual immunity and dont win thats just me, but to lose for a team is heartbreaking.
I posted a very salty rant in our campground about people not showing up. Idk if it'll make any difference or not, but whatever. I just had to get it off my chest.
I understand that Im lucky and have way too much free time on my hands and i can post, participate in comps etc. I get it, people work they have families, stuff going on, but when you sign up to do these games you know its going to be time consuming and you guys give a schedule of comps, they arebt surprises. Just really upsetting that people can coast and be safe over and over

Another lovely day at Camp Malcom. Sun is shining, waves are crashing on the beach. Can you guys please come up with a comp I can win? How about Bette Davis movies? Motown songs? GOT trivia? Ok, guess not. Im wondering what the comps will be tonight. Im drinking coffee to make sure my brain is awake and functioning. That'll be a nice change, eh?
So is the other tribe pretty active with everyone showing up? Is it just our tribe? I feel like the first survivor game everyone was SO active. It was practically a full time job. Altho I would guess a lot of people have gobe back to work now that quarantine is over.
Anyway, thanks again for putting together a fun game.

So you want to know about tribe dynamics huh? I dont know doesnt seem like our tribe is all that dynamic, what with all the losing. Is the other team THAT good or are we just THAT bad? Dont answer that question.
If we lose again i have to make a horribly difficult decision. The 3 i came in with; shemar, willy, flappy want to vote out stewie. I love stewie. I dont want to vote him out. Theyre nervous he'll jump back in with his orig tribe members once merge hits and tbh thats a concern for me too. But i vibe with him so much more than the 3. Also piper and ruby need to be split up. So, do I scumbag my orig team and put a target on my back or, do I vote out stewie? That would at least take away 1 member of the green tribe, but damnit Im struggling with this decision. I just hope we win tonight so I dont have to do anything

im not on the same tribe as Bella and Stewie. On the other hand i dont have to vote stewie our or flip on my orig team so ITS A WIN! This swap could not have come at a better time

I love my new team theyre awesome and really active which as you know by now I value. I miss Stewie and Bellatrix so much.
Well, by me not understanding football, odds or betting Im truly screwed now. Everyone else was on the last tribe together and Im the new one. Im so incredibly sad. I was really having a blast.
Not going to give up and just throw in the towel, but I have no idea where the cracks are. Not sure where to even start. Did we make this comp harder than it should've been? Idk the answer to that because my brain TRULY cannot comprehend how this comp worked. If it had been bet on teams given a spread thats about as far as I understand. The moneyline and parlay is where im lost. It sucks, but Im afraid we're coming off as sore losers because it almost feels like we're blaming morty. If everyone else understood the examples and the rules, and we didnt then that tells me it was our fault. On the one hand i blame the tapir because he was the one planning on how we bet, but on the other hand, how can I penalize someone who tried to help us when none of us understood it? Its like if I was drowning and someone threw me a lifesaver, which broke my nose when it hit me. Imagine if I tried to sue that person? Thats what this feels like.
And, I've written another novel. Damn

You guys aren't sore losers at all, I'm sorry this happened :/

I am too Morty, on so many levels. Its just a crappy situation. Football really? We couldnt have had Jaws trivia?

The dinosaurs played football back then. It was called survival.

Pigskin was an actual pig? Or boarasaurus

Where is that damn hidden immunity idol?