Welcome to your Confessional!

I need to make sure to put it all on ash so they don’t get mad at me for any of it. This way if I get to merge and ppl are pissed about it they’ll look at him and not me.

Lying to flapjack like this is sick bc he’s such a nice person, it breaks my heart!! I know it needs to be done to ensure there’s an overwhelming majority and one tribe can’t pull something that’s gonna damage me or any of my CLOSE allies. The merge is in touching distance and I’m here reaching out and it would suck for someone to cut my arm off

Wait that was so violent PLS

I don’t think my name came up once from what I’ve heard and that’s great for me plus a lot of people came running to me for my opinions so I believe my social standing could be pretty high??? Ofcourse I’m worried that there could be a blindside but why wouldn’t I not be this is survivor and the game is just so unpredictable

Thank you for that iconic tribal last night, that was such a serve and a great idea!!

Coming into this game I was asked about my strategy and I said playing the middle. This is a rare occasion we’re preseason strategies could actually come true. I have two sides begging for me right now and I just need to find a way to manoeuvre between the two

Damn the ex browns minus piper are turning me the fuck off, this sudden interrogation like they own me isn’t it what so ever??? Plus Jess acting hella weird all of a sudden and it’s really just pushing me closer to working with the greens. Like I’m the swing vote here so yall need to work on the way you talk to me

I want to headbutt this man like wtf???

god I’m playing everyone and my brain hurts because I haven’t stopped since the merge. These people won’t shut up!!! I do think I’ve chosen my side though and it’s better for me to got with Ariel, Zia and Yelena/Yimo. Jess has really tanked her game and her not including me last night was a huge mistake. She told be straight up lies bc she contributed as much as the next person to that Mt sibo chat. Shemar is also a chaotic mess and he’s doing far too fucking much.

Not me having way too much to update my dr with so I’m gonna go type something up late because yesterday was WILD

Shemars gonna be the most pissed about me not picking his side so he needs to go first and I’m gonna push for that today, if that falls through then it would probably be Willy and then Jess

My standing in the game right now is exactly where I wanted to be coming into the merge, I believe almost if not everyone wants to work with me and I have enough secured alliances to at least be protected for this vote (if I’m not caught out even longer). Yimo and I sit in the middle and tonight we’ll potentially draw a line, although Yimo is kinda just going off what I’ve been saying and agreeing with it which is great for me because I won’t be forced into doing something I don’t want to. For me I don’t want it to be seen as picking a side because it’s more so picking off the individuals I don’t trust and creating the narrative that it’s better for that side to cut the said people and so far everyone seems onboard with the plan proposed about taking out Shemar. He was talking to me like a dog yesterday and his chaotic unpredictable outbursts really tanked his game and those linked with him so I need to make sure I’m not seen as someone who has or even had a relationship with him. Yimo was easy to convince on this because he doesn’t like him plus I told him if we do this it doesn’t mean we have to declare sides because a lot of people have a problem with him. Other reasons for Shemar being my target tonight is Willy had an idol and Jess found an advantage on Mt Sibo. Jess is someone I trusted a lot but she fucked up when she completely left me out of the plan because she heard that Ariel gives me an idol at the start of the season that expired after two rounds that I already told her I had it just not how I came across it, that info either came from Ariel herself or it would have to be Piper as shes the only person I trusted enough to give the origin of the idol. I may have to look at taking Jess out ASAP so I can get Piper back to being wrapped around my finger. I have a double vote tonight and I’m unsure whether I actually need it or not? I do want a chance to play it though and there’s the possibility I could lose it if the next immunity winner decides to toss it away. Right now I just need to work on keeping both sides loving me and I should be set!

Willy digging a lot for info and now that Zia’s told him the votes Shemar I think it is smarter we go with someone else and try flush the chances of an idol

Yeah pipers going back up on that trust ranking above Zia and Yimo idek why I put her that low

I’m just finding out time hasn’t changed anything and it’s just so easy to bounce ideas off her

Oh I’m MAD and I’m trying so hard not to cause a scene on our day off but WTF. Willy can go take a flying fuck to himself and I said that shit clearly I can only trust Piper and Yimo bc they’ve given me the info that seconds alliances have been made to EXCLUDE me. I was playing nice to try sail through swimmingly and to really just go untouched but gloves are off and i have nothing to lose

I need to use Shemar not being included either to my advantage now that he’s staying. I’ve let him know about the 2nd alliance we weren’t added in and hopefully that shows him that we need eachother in this game

My absolute ideal final 5 is Myself, Yimo, Piper and Ariel. Tonight I want to push Willy to go but he has an idol so I have to make sure he feels good with me and no one spills anything

Been pushing Willy and Jess as targets all day and I think it may have worked hehe