Welcome to your Confessional!

i wanna kms

I have a terrible feeling about the outcome for tribal tmrw. I literally feel like I'm going to get voted out only because I don't talk to Lafayette like that. I don't talk to Nevel like that. Ugh I truly hope i'm just being paranoid. I should have more trust in Marceline, but we shall see tomorrow. UGH

I’m genuinely upset about Shuri’s Technology & Black Widow’s Suits not even being purchased because the only reason why we used the steal a vote was because we thought they purchased the same power. Then when I used all my coins and purchased the vote doubler, I only used it bc, again, the other vote doubler was also crossed out. Has none of those things been crossed out, I would have saved my vote doubler for a round like this one where I completely feel unsafe and could have used my vote doubler to my advantage and secure Marceline’s vote to take Nevel or Lafayette out. But now, I’m unable to do that and there’s a possibility that I could be leaving today. I truly hope not. I hope I’m wrong, but if I get voted out this round when I could have used my vote doubler to save myself, I will be forever pissed.

So you’re saying you would have used your power this round if you had it?

I’m saying I could have used the vote doubler to secure somebody’s vote like Marceline to make sure Nevel goes. Lafayette, Marceline, and Nevel could have joined together to vote me out. I hope that’s not the case, but with my vote doubler, I could have secured some votes to make sure I stay this round.

Also, when I say “genuinely upset” I’m not saying I’m upset irl lol just upset in the game. I know y’all are human and make mistakes 🤍 just want to clarify that.

You ended up staying regardless so I’d say in either situation you would have used it already so it’s all gravy now. You’re doing a phenomenal job and it’s a treat to get to watch you play. Thanks for being a good sport

Thank god. I will say this game is so much harder than Big Brother. Or maybe not harder, but I just always feel unsafe bc anybody could go at any minute. This could also my post-tribal post. But now that there are only 3 of us, I feel like Marceline does want to stick with me so if we ended up going to tribal as 3, I hope that Marceline would rather vote Lafayette out. Something about Lafayette doesn’t sit well with me. From the very beginning, he just never gave me the time so is he after me? Does he not like me? I wouldn’t know why bc we literally have had very little dialogue. Who knows. At this point, I just want to be back with the originals DC members. Ugh I also just want to make the merge. Hopefully that’s soon.

Y'all might think i'm crazy for this one but it's worth a shot lmao

Why is it smiling at me?

Theo James wrote:

Why is it smiling at me?

lmaooo did i get anything? sksk

So we are at the 8th hour of this endurance comp and I know I can easily win this challenge, but I really don't want to, nor do I feel the need to win. Unless I'm delusional, I feel like I'm in a pretty good position in the game. I have the 5 with me, Beth, Jack, Indy, and Luci. The 7 with those same 5 alongside Marceline and Lafayette. I have Lucifer & Marceline wanting to make a group with me & Lafayette. I have the 3 with me, Beth, and Jack. The 4 with Beth, Marceline, and Tweety. I have the 3 with Indy and Marceline. I have Cara on the side, which even though we're definitely not working with the same people, it's beneficial for me to keep that line of communication open in case she hears my name being thrown out.

So I'm definitely going to drop the next time there's an incentive.

Wendy Christensen wrote:

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I love reading my posts back and realizing how ridiculous I fucking sound when I'm freaking out LMAO

I kinda feel like y'all might be thinking that I'm crazy and a moron for sharing my clue with Beth and Jack and telling them about my idol, but let me explain my thought process.

I knew that stepping down and taking that incentive would put a target on my back which is why I felt the need to share my clue to those two. Beth and Jack are huge threats in this game, so I want to use them to my advantage. They're my 1 & 2, although I'm not sure which is which just yet, but I definitely wouldn't want to make it to the end with both of them. The reason why I shared the clue with them is so that they both feel close to me and they see that I value them in the game. Nobody else knows about my idol, assuming they didn't tell anyone, and I told them I'm only willing to use the idol for 1 of the 3 of us, which is true. BUT ideally, I use that idol to save myself and take out a huge threat. It does expire by the final 8 vote, iirc, but I didn't mention that to Beth or Jack.

I want to say that I'm in a pretty good position because I have the idol, we have the explosive suit AND double vote, so we have a lot of advantages in the game, but I don't ever feel safe. These two could be down right playing me, but I truly don't feel like they are. At least not yet. I think they see me as a valuable player to their game, for now, but I know that my target is naturally going to increase the more people get voted off. I'm hoping that I'm reading people correctly. If I end up getting played, good for them. I seriously wouldn't be mad. I know I'm a threat in the game, so if anyone took a shot at me and didn't miss, I would have a lot of respect for them. Also, I know there's a long way to get to the end, but I feel like if I don't win this game, the only way I'm getting voted out is by getting blindsided lmao

why do i feel like i'm getting blindsided tonight lmao

why do i feel like the more nervous and scared I am for the tribal council results, the better position I could be in? lmao it's like my group has shown loyalty, but I just always feel like I'm going to be the vote. Maybe I need to relax and believe in my game play more. I do think that I'm doing a pretty good job so far. I have connections at every angle and it's pretty crazy to me.

clearly Peppa Pig, Cara Mara </3 I can't believe I'm going against my favorite challenge of all time
, Tweety, and Gale are on the outs. I'm connected to Tweety and Cara in some way, so I could be valuable to their game since they're on the outs. I don't speak to Peppa and I wonder who they are because I feel like they have something against me since they saw my location when I accidentally posted it at the beginning of the game. & Gale is just Gale. I don't know who you are, girl, but you're a fucking hot mess lmao.

& then in our group of 7, I am close to 6 of them. Lafayette is the only one in that group that I don't really talk to, but Lucifer wants to have a group with Marceline and Lafayette, so that could be my way in with him. Our group of 5 is super solid, and the best thing about it is that I'm always touching base with Indiana and Lucifer on the side so that they feel good with me, all the while, I have my 3 within that 5 with Beth and Jack and they're the only people that know about my idol, unless they told anyone else, and I think my idol gives me an advantage with them since I mentioned that I'm only willing to use it one of the 3 of us.

I haven’t been trying to figure out anyone’s ID because I feel like anyone who does ends up ruining their own game *cough* Robbie *cough* lol but:
-Cara: Kass. Peeped it from day 1. She SENT me with her posts on the tribal council thread this morning she also loves Cara Maria so that was easy to figure out.
-Peppa: James. He’s definitely showing signs of himself through Peppa
-Tweety: I have a feeling Tweety is Millie lol reason being is because the way Tweety talks to me reminds me of how Millie would talk to me in Slimm’s game.

I could be wrong about Tweety, but I’m pretty positive on Cara and Peppa lmao

I could be wrong, but those are two that are seeming so obvious.