Welcome to your Confessional!

We- disregard that second “I could be wrong”

So it's the end of another day on the island. i feel good, but i don't feel good. i never feel good. i literally always feel like i'm getting voted out lmao like i feel confident with my alliance and in my head we can literally get to 7, take Lafayette and Lucifer out preferably, then down to 5. i would rather get to the end with Indiana and Marceline than Beth and Jack.

but on the other hand, i would be stupid to think that people aren't conspiring. but i'm trying not to get paranoid because that only makes you look sketchy as hell. Lucifer does it literally every night lol

but then again, like i said before, i feel like if and when these people try to get me out, it will be through a blindside. especially if i really start gunning for these comps. for now, i feel ok.

also, I think Gale has the other idol. just by observing how people are talking. Jack seems to always want to redirect the target off of Gale. Gale? out of all people? for what?? lmao i'm not an idiot. (i'm an idiot if i'm wrong, but i really believe it) why the hell else would Jack want to target CARA? Cara??? really??? what is she going to do to you? you'd rather take a shot at Cara than Gale? that tells me EVERYTHING I need to know. Gale has the other idol. I kind of want to continue talking to her and see if we can actually work together. if we both have the idol, we can both have that for each other.

Well, well, well. I didn’t see that shit coming. A part of me is fucking furious, but a part of me feels okay. I trusted Beth 1000%, but she got herself into her own web of lies playing double agent. That’s why I’ve been so careful about what I said and how I said it because I don’t want the same thing happening to me.

All I know is I’m not going home tonight. I’m gunning for tonight’s immunity challenge so it guarantees me final 9. I hope it’s nothing comic based and is something skill related. Give me some letters and 30 mins to submit. Lmao

But if I’m unable to win the immunity challenge tonight, depending on the conversations I have after the challenge, I may or may not use it. I want to make sure that I use this idol efficiently and not just waste it. If I feel like people are acting weird, then I’m using it for sure. I’d rather keep it for the next round though since it expires after the final 8 vote.

- Favourite Colour
Gray

- Favourite TV show
Flavor of Love

- Favourite Ice Cream Flavour
Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough

- Favourite Sport
Volleyball

- Favourite Social Media App
Instagram

- Favourite Marvel Character
Jean Grey

- Favourite DC Character
Cyborg

- Favourite Fruit
Mangoes

- Favourite Survivor Player
Parvati Shallow

- Favourite Castaway Voted Out (this season)
Beth Harmon <////333

Well nobody is talking to me lmao funny how the tables have turned

Last night was ~frustrating~ to say the least. Before you guys think it was the “dislike” thing that made me upset, it wasn’t...just that. But I’m just going to brush it off because the things that happened can’t be changed so there’s no point in dwelling.

I still don’t know what’s going on, I mean I think I do, but who really ever knows.

I think I’ve been able to convince Tweety Bird that I was never a core for Jack, Beth, and Indiana. I played up that i was used and abused by them, made me feel safe, comfortable, and prioritized, but that they did that for Laf & Marce too. It seems to be working. Peppa now seems to want to work with me. Now of course they could just be fooling me, but we shall see.

As far as tribe dynamics, Peppa wants to work with me, Gale, Cara, and Tweety. And maybe pull in Arizona, which goes to show that Lafayette and Marceline were fucking idiots for flipping because now Peppa is wanting Marceline out. Had they stuck with us, we would have gone to 7. But you know what, maybe Beth and Jack going was a blessing in disguise because I wouldn’t have wanted to be the one to take the direct shots at them.

And the Lucifer is trying to have Gale and/or Marceline vote with him, me, and Indy & Indy uses his explosive suit, but that will only force a tie. Maybe someone does flip so we don’t go to rocks, but who knows. I’m not sure who Lucifer is wanting to cut.

can i just saw how fucking happy i am that i won the immunity challenge tonight?? like, out of all the challenges so far, this was the challenge that i NEEDED to win so I could have the upper hand with being a little stern tonight lol

ew, say**

i really hope we can get Peppa out for this tribal ugh

Soooo, our plan worked out the way we wanted to because one of their side went home, but I did not think that it would be Cara </3 I'm so sad for her. Not only did she play an idol on the person who DIDN'T need it, not only did she get rocked out of the game, she saved Tweety who would have been the one to flip on Peppa to avoid going to rocks, but since Tweety was saved with the idol, he was obviously willing to go to rocks.

This game is fucking wild. Final 8. Making it to final 7. I want to win immunity tonight so I can save Indiana.

I feel like I'm getting caught being tied to everyone at this point lmao thank god i have this idol. at this point, i'm just going to gun for every challenge and hope for the best. I feel confident that the current sides aren't going to want to trust each other so I might be able to ride the middle and play both sides.

The only person I'm not connected to is Lafayette, so he needs to go next.

Yeah, I'm definitely getting caught up and people are talking about coming for me after my idol is gone lmao. I knew this would happen eventually, but not this soon. It's okay though because I think I can get myself out of it. I feel like if I make it to the end, I have a very good case to present to the jury, but I need to make sure that I get there first. I think I need to fall back a little bit and let them decide who goes next.

Two things can happen tonight. I win immunity and I'm safe or I don't win immunity and I'm getting voted out. Lmao I keep saying that, but I really do feel like I'm getting caught up and everyone wants to take me out.

I have a feeling Lucifer is going to flip on me, Indy, and Marceline this round and one of us is going. Ugh

Ugh I have a feeling it's going to be me getting voted out. This was my biggest fear. As soon as I no longer have the idol is when they take the shot at me ughoidfgn;lkenrg;lkenrg;w

i hope not.

Is Gabby, Gale? Because bitch, if Gabby is Gale I would die lmfao