My thoughts

.... messages empty.... trying not to panic

I’m currently driving home from my parents house but when I get home I have a lot to rant about

Never mind I’m too tired to say all of my rant I had in my head but I’ll do it tomorrow if I am still here. I am frustrated with this cast for real, the disorganization with the lie about it being Indy is far to fucking obvious and I hate that so much also relying on lucifers ass this isn’t going to go well. I expect Peppa to get out tomorrow 100% if not him that me and as I said I’ll continue the rant tomorrow if I am still kicking

Oh and the biggest thing that sucks for me right now is the one person I felt was always genuinely on the same page as me and I could say anything to is gone. Fucking sucks

Um so where is my idol

AND THATS FOR YOU LINDSEY

Guess we not getting that rant RIP

I’m still tired I plan on sleeping more Askeksksj I just wanted to be up to see the vote

I trust the group at this point so I think things should be good. Wendy’s sass pissed me off a little bit like relax sis but it’s whatever I get she’s mad at me likely for the Beth thing but it’s whatever. Her attitude might make me want her out over Indiana but we will see what happens

I have a history of being slightly gullible and naive about people’s true intentions so I hope that is not the case with the group and it’s actually Jack hitting the road. If it’s me I’ll be very sad lmaoo (but also Lowkey this game is a little more fun when you are at the bottom and scrambling. Having the numbers is kinda boring)

Now look at us being the steam rollers ... hmmm... I enjoy games better when I’m scrambling it’s true I feel too comfortable and that’s no fun

More of the tribe dynamics —- I believe it’s the 6 to the end but as it gets closer to the end things are going to get interesting because obviously all of us can’t be in the final 3 and those on the outside have idols, most likely *cries wishing I had one*...as I’ve been saying, the mellowness of being with the numbers is something I don’t like and also I’m wondering where I stand. Am I playing for forth? Do I need to switch it up soon to make sure I get to final 3? And who do I take to final 3 with me? My initial thoughts would be to take Lucifer and Cara to the end with me because I think I could get the votes. I don’t want Peppa there because although I love him I think he would win. Gale, I’m not sure yet. Lafayette would have too good of a case for the win I think. I don’t want to risk Marceline sliding to the end and Indy would get all his friends votes if he made it there...and so would Wendy probably

Leave it to Lucifers ass to spice shit up

WHY THEY SAYIN ALL OUR PLANS TO WENDY LIKE THIS HELPPP ITS SPIRALING I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID BEFORE I WANT IT TO BE BORING AGAIN

Plz god if I can win one immunity just one please let it be tonight 

If I win immunity I’ll be straight up in those fuckin tribal questions cuz obviously I answer those with caution but if I win immunity and know I’m safe I might just be like ok Lucifer tell me what’s going on out in the public so everyone can see

Peppa keeps stealing my drags that I say in private lmao first the furniture comment now the MarceWHO one...It's fine, I'm too chicken to say them outside of private lmao

If these people vote out Lafayette (or myself) right now they are literally just doing what Lucifer intended all along. Which is really crazy as hell to me. Y’all gonna give this guy what he wants after he’s proven himself to be full of shit? Go ahead but that just shows hes unfortunately out strategizing all of you which is quite sad because he’s so ... obviously over doing everything. He gets people to believe that what is in his best interest is actually what is in their best interest and it’s just simply not true.

Order of who I would vote to win at this point

1 — Lucifer
2 — Lafayette
3 — Wendy
4 — Gale
5 — Peppa
6 — Indy
7 — Cara
8 — Marceline

From this point on this is what I want as my god damn boot order too. Fuck these people

I might be gone tomorrow so this might not be worth talking about but I'll say it anyway

So, I made a kind of promise to Wendy that I will vote out Lafayette at final 8 if Lucifer goes now. It is up for debate if I will be doing that. I'm leaning toward yes just because I don't need to piss someone off so much that I would lose any jury vote. But also let me rant about this situation for a second

WHY ARE THEY SO CONCERNED ABOUT LAFAYETTES LIST? OKAY YES IT WAS MESSY FOR HIM TO EVEN GIVE ANYONE A LIST BECAUSE LOWKEY WHAT WAS SURPRISING ABOUT IT??? NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!! AND WHY IS WENDY WORRIED ABOUT HER? HER ASS WASNT EVEN LISTED ON IT. LAFAYETTE WANTING YALL OUT WAS NO SECRET THO SO WHY THE SHOCK? WHY THE AWE? ARENT YOU MORE LIKE OH WOW ABOUT LUCIFER SELLING HIM OUT? LIKE THAT MAN SOLD OUT SOMEONE WHO WOULD TAKE HIM TO FINAL 2! HE AINT CARE ABOUT NOBODY AND WILL THROW ANYONE AND EVERYONE UNDER THE BUS FOR HIS OWN AGENDA BECAUSE IT IS MOOOEEEE. GOOD GOD

The way i have a lot of wrong words in there but whatever

Me trying to get Cara to use her idol on me